countdown begins

Oh the joy of ttc...... the waiting game.
Many have played, some win some don't. It's not a fun game. It's stressful, full of paranoia, over analysing tatics, and just down right torture.

So we covered what we could and while I want to feel confident, only time will tell. Looks like the countdown begins....8 to go.

cd 10

So we had every other day baby dancing on days 7 and 9. Today is day 10 and I'm feeling alittle crampy, could it be ovulation pains this early......
We are going to continue with the stress free approach this cycle. I'm not close to finding a new re but once this month is over I can tackle it full time. I really want this more than life.
One day I keep saying but that one day is never coming.....

Still have many unanswered questions and still can't fathom why????

its been awhile

Wow! I can't believe its been 5 months since I posted. We went through 2 treatment cycles neither of them got us pregnant. We were successful on our own, however that resulted in a chemical pregnancy. I really don't know why I wasn't as upset about it, maybe because i wasn't pregnant long. Needless to say, we are happy 2009 is over and looking forward to 2010.

We are offically trying again. We took the last 3 months off due to the stress of the hoidays and my work load during that time. Michael and I have talked and both decided that we are going to search for a new re. I need a specialist that understands my kidney issues. I just saw my kidney doctor and he thinks its in my best interest to find a doctor that will take all my health issues into play while helping me keep a pregnancy full term. So while I am on a search for specialists we are trying the old fashion way, lots of baby dancing. Lol.
We figure we got pregnant on our own three times, it could happen again.
I just am not ready to give up yet on this.

Stay tuned.........